inside,
no problem.
Author Archives: Zak
the heart of motion is stillness
a woman holds
a worm
in her palm.
we thought we might be ashamed, but we weren’t
i went into a
public space
midday on the steppes of anhedonia
safe to touch
another.
plants grow around the edges of each slab
surrounded by
the pale blue haze
of its diesel engine,
too big for a large
the floor feels cold,
though it is not wet.
grumpy’s waffle challenge has never been defeated
terrified men
cowering with weapons.
a few people tried to be celebratory and cheery but i was as i normally am and so people quickly lost their enthusiasm and went away
a
version of the truth
buy broccoli and eat lemon poppyseed cake
various vegetable oils.
i was asked how old i today turned and i couldn’t remember right away and first said the wrong number
it’s nice to watch
wind.
righteousness is rarely right; i don’t know yet how to use it and am intimidated by trying to learn
terror answers the door.
terror grips the gun.
cowardice squeezes.
having never said more than a scatter of words to her, of course i am in love
due to your
general anonymity
i’ve projected all of my
hopes and wants
onto you.
sometimes i get stuck in tunnels
it’s always an uncertainty,
whether it will be
collapse,
or understanding,
that changes us.
i spoke the language poorly but was still able to get to where i was going
it did not require
almost any
physical effort
on her part.
interruptions are different than derailments
not real cars,
though they look more
and more
real every year.
it came with a bookmark from a long-defunct San Franciscan bookstore
guru priest
pastor politician
comedian leader.
everything is a love letter
a woodstove, maybe.
slate floors.
it was called, “even-keeled and heart-wrenching, simultaneously”
some people
go skiing at night.
move into the caravan park and be done with it
it’s barely 7am
and the day can’t get
any better.
time doesn’t particularly care if it is understood or not
do you lean slightly
i didn’t say they didn’t, i said they asked me to leave
not quite
the viscosity of
burning tires.
amateur powerlifter on a day off
but it is not
waiting.
subsistence halibut harvest survey
i take hawthorn
for my heart.
no parachute, no ground
and who the fuck wants to
everyone feels the same
it’s still in here.