a cleared patch
of land next to
a wooden house
gone migraine gray
through the formless touch
of time.
Author Archives: Zak
several thousand bodies disembark ships to spend a few hours on land looking for food
a blue black bird
hops impressively
behind and away from
the long trailer
of a truck.
the sky is clear. the blanket is thick and gray
a blonde wooden room
breathes silently.
tidal patterns of a dry sea
at the cafe
with the sun
brutalizing
the floor
in through
the wide dusted windows
drinking milk
and eating salad
you’ve got to create someone inside of you who will understand
the day is forested
in gray,
though not so
thick
as to blot out
the surrounding hills.
as heaven spins, i fall into bedlam
a bed
not quite long
enough.
sleep
at an angle.
sleep at a slight
curl.
behind me, silence. in front of me, silence.
sometimes
it is
smokestacks.
pipelines.
derricks.
leaving a trail of low green light
in every heartbreak,
yes,
opportunity.
sky burial
no one
has made me feel
as worthless
as you.
a direct descendant of extinction
i preference
my pleasures.
with my needs
met,
you
are of no use
to me.
apricots in snow
not
to do it
quickly.
spent the weekend making things near no one will know exist
his car
the color of a shallow
southern ocean.
a nod to yesterday, hands held with today
water.
with minerals
in it.
pale from the second steeping
yesterday,
it was all
over.
the water heater went missing so the dishes are washed in cold water
i was using it
for evil
though not
intentionally.
comparing myself to twenty year olds who run four minute ten second miles
it isn’t so much
that you’ve forgotten
to lock your door,
as it is
you’ve lost the desire
to do it.
events that we are currently aware of
May
is a good month
to leave.
a pale saint in the fullness of sun
a finger
missing above
the second knuckle.
no flags just colored bits of cloth
if you learn young
to keep bound,
it can be difficult
to ever unbind
yourself.
fake brass because it costs less
some ancestors
worked hard.
a stranger brings me dressed greens and a compliment
the brake
dust makes
for a spectacular
sunrise.
headed to somewhere for some reason, i s’pose
the bright
red hat says
“USA”
on the back.
though
maybe
it says
“LISA”.
morning is thinning out and the animals still need feeding
if light
from the sun
can take
your darkness
from you,
yours
is a darkness
i have never
known.
arrowhead mountain framed by dusk
white
up against
blue.
vaults in which the inheritance of the ancestors are stored
we can all take
turns.