having forgotten her
birth,
she forgets
my name.
Author Archives: Zak
sitting three feet from me
morning
gray, leaning
into heather.
the dissolution that comes from salt that smells of sulfur
the bones
move, are moved,
so the head aches.
stalk still and swaying
your why
casts about
with its variegated shadow.
your want,
eclipsed, engulfed.
it’s a used shirt so it wears the scent of someone else
eyes tick
to the clock.
glutamate receptor agonist
not wanting to be
alone, so,
coffee shop. so,
library. so, bar.
the first and the last both begin with the letter B
outside, the sun
is setting.
inside, the face
is blue.
surprisingly empty, given the context (sunday morning, not actively pouring rain). to you, surprisingly empty.
clear-framed
glasses. a
woolen hat. pure
wool. made only
of wool.
no athletic scholarships on offer
not at all looking
forward to, though
not actively
dreading.
decaf coffee and mechanical calls to stop the killing
so far
unable to generate
any interest.
election day in hell
our executions are now
a lot more
public.
i hurt my back by taking too deep a breath, though maybe it was my heart becoming detached
indeterminate age.
initially indeterminate age.
large glasses more oval
than square more oval
than circle but still
circle still square.
i am of the nature of irrepressible change
a box full
of pastries, sweet
fruited pastries, baked
and savory pastries.
sharing interests with the disinterested
the little flowers.
the small hearts.
the designs made on the top,
unnecessary, to you,
unnecessary.
off-season in a tourist town
the forecast says
sun so
you leave
with no coat.
tide makes no attempts
in the airport.
in the park.
in the car moving,
not moving.
you called me but i did not hear the phone ring
it is important
to get the details
right.
you’d like to wear the light yellow shirt but don’t like how it fits your body so you don’t
in the soft brilliant glow
of morning,
feathers drift down
around you.
when i travel i use the name ‘kim’ as it is easier to say
you can keep the hair
clipped
to a certain length.
intentional ingestion of destabilizing materials
you feel ancient hands
around your throat.
early onset memory loss
when i was
young
and wet and
hot
and able
to focus myself
singing and dancing in a tiny airport
the body
is a focusing.
nothing to fear, nothing to doubt
a forest made
of rain.
the movement appears erratic but it is not
there is some kind of seed
in the air.
the second day
you will get to know
this photo
well.