our executions are now
a lot more
public.
Author Archives: Zak
i hurt my back by taking too deep a breath, though maybe it was my heart becoming detached
indeterminate age.
initially indeterminate age.
large glasses more oval
than square more oval
than circle but still
circle still square.
i am of the nature of irrepressible change
a box full
of pastries, sweet
fruited pastries, baked
and savory pastries.
sharing interests with the disinterested
the little flowers.
the small hearts.
the designs made on the top,
unnecessary, to you,
unnecessary.
off-season in a tourist town
the forecast says
sun so
you leave
with no coat.
tide makes no attempts
in the airport.
in the park.
in the car moving,
not moving.
you called me but i did not hear the phone ring
it is important
to get the details
right.
you’d like to wear the light yellow shirt but don’t like how it fits your body so you don’t
in the soft brilliant glow
of morning,
feathers drift down
around you.
when i travel i use the name ‘kim’ as it is easier to say
you can keep the hair
clipped
to a certain length.
intentional ingestion of destabilizing materials
you feel ancient hands
around your throat.
early onset memory loss
when i was
young
and wet and
hot
and able
to focus myself
singing and dancing in a tiny airport
the body
is a focusing.
nothing to fear, nothing to doubt
a forest made
of rain.
the movement appears erratic but it is not
there is some kind of seed
in the air.
the second day
you will get to know
this photo
well.
four inches of frosting
a cleared patch
of land next to
a wooden house
gone migraine gray
through the formless touch
of time.
several thousand bodies disembark ships to spend a few hours on land looking for food
a blue black bird
hops impressively
behind and away from
the long trailer
of a truck.
the sky is clear. the blanket is thick and gray
a blonde wooden room
breathes silently.
tidal patterns of a dry sea
at the cafe
with the sun
brutalizing
the floor
in through
the wide dusted windows
drinking milk
and eating salad
you’ve got to create someone inside of you who will understand
the day is forested
in gray,
though not so
thick
as to blot out
the surrounding hills.
as heaven spins, i fall into bedlam
a bed
not quite long
enough.
sleep
at an angle.
sleep at a slight
curl.
behind me, silence. in front of me, silence.
sometimes
it is
smokestacks.
pipelines.
derricks.
leaving a trail of low green light
in every heartbreak,
yes,
opportunity.
sky burial
no one
has made me feel
as worthless
as you.
a direct descendant of extinction
i preference
my pleasures.
with my needs
met,
you
are of no use
to me.